Okay, I know everybody hates the "OMG why does nobody like me?" dA related rants, but I've been here almost 6 years, I'm allowed to feel dejected every once in a while.
DeviantART's become kind of a love-hate relationship for me lately. I love being able to share my work with people, but it's so frustrating to share my work and see it go unappreciated. I will have been here six years come 2010. SIX FREAKIN' YEARS. And yet my pageview count is abysmally low for that period of time. Is a 5000 views a year average too much to ask for? I know that I have had some inactive periods, and I've accounted for that.
What's most aggravating is that I honestly believe that my work is GOOD. In the 6 years since I've been on here, I feel my artwork has improved by leaps and bounds. Yet, I am one of those who tends to place my confidence on hearing/reading my work being acknowledged. DO NOT TELL ME TO STOP BEING THAT WAY. That is NOT something that is going to change. I am an extrovert, feeding off the energy of others is part of my personality. I cannot change that. I hate feeling ignored; I hate feeling like I have fallen into the background. It happens sometimes, but it's that this is something that I feel has been happening long term that just gets to me.
I feel restricted by this as a result. As much as I enjoy Sailor Moon related art, I like to draw other stuff too. Yet the only stuff that people give a flying fuck about is my Sailor Moon art. And my EDITS. You have no idea how many times I have been tempted to rip those damned things out of my gallery. I am beyond those!!! QUIT PAYING ATTENTION TO ONLY MY EDITS AND LOOK AT THE REST OF MY GODDAMN GALLERY. KTHX?!?!?!

But yet I'm honestly proud of those things. I put a lot of work into them; I feel that as far as edits are concerned, they're as close to art as you can get. I just wish people would pay attention to my other things, you know?
But if it's not Sailor Moon, I'm completely ignored. And the fact that I don't upload only fanart means nobody gives a fuck.
I want feedback from people on what I do, SO MUCH. Any feedback. I enjoy constructive criticism as I am constantly looking to improve. It's being ignored that makes me want to pull it all up and quit.